I asked God, "why aren't you helping me?!", and He did not respond.

I received no help in the work that I did. Eventually I finished it, and it was then, when I realized that it was an unnecessary struggle. The work I put so much effort to complete could wait. There was no hurry. It was only me, who thought that I have no time left.

God was wise. I was stupid.

I was watching anime online like always, and the time was approaching 3pm, so I knew I was supposed to pray the Chaplet of the Divine Mercy, but when the clock showed 3:00 PM, I just continued to watch anime, because I had 5 more minutes to the end of the episode. Why pause now?

And after the episode ended, I looked up, and said, "Chill out, God, it's already past 3pm, so it's not a big deal if I pray a little later," and I clicked play button for the next episode.

Then the browser crashed... and it wouldn't reopen.

So I prayed the chaplet, and then went back to watching anime.